journal entries

Protected: integrating the past

February 28th, 2019 • 5 minute read • by

Making Your Strap-On Part of Your Body

February 27th, 2019 • 3 minute read • by

Protected: I Want to Tell You

December 17th, 2018 • 2 minute read • by

Trauma Is Your Teacher

November 2nd, 2018 • 3 minute read • by

Protected: Things I Didn’t Know I Didn’t Know, Part Two

October 15th, 2018 • 7 minute read • by

Protected: wake up

October 6th, 2018 • 3 minute read • by

Protected: untitled journal entry about shock and other things

September 28th, 2018 • 8 minute read • by

Protected: Forgiveness

September 24th, 2018 • 6 minute read • by

Things I Didn’t Know I Didn’t Know: Part One

August 29th, 2018 • 8 minute read • by

The Mystical and The Profane

August 7th, 2018 • 3 minute read • by

Kintsugi

June 15th, 2018 • 2 minute read • by

Protected: persuasion & gaslighting

June 10th, 2018 • 6 minute read • by

Protected: knife of wands

May 28th, 2018 • 3 minute read • by

Protected: purple

May 16th, 2018 • 3 minute read • by

Protected: four: mental power

April 18th, 2018 • 2 minute read • by

Protected: stalking prey

April 12th, 2018 • 2 minute read • by

Protected: thirty nine

April 5th, 2018 • 2 minute read • by

Protected: getting back to discipline

March 26th, 2018 • 2 minute read • by

Protected: oracle cards

March 15th, 2018 • 4 minute read • by

Protected: sitting with it

March 7th, 2018 • 3 minute read • by

Protected: “the most favorable of cards”

February 21st, 2018 • 8 minute read • by

Protected: please tell me

January 17th, 2018 • 5 minute read • by

A Ten Year Retrospective: Portraits by Bill Wadman

December 31st, 2017 • 3 minute read • by

Protected: study: the first time I felt

December 27th, 2017 • 5 minute read • by

Protected: this is what she told me to say

December 12th, 2017 • 4 minute read • by

Protected: an exercise in courage

November 21st, 2017 • 4 minute read • by

Protected: family portrait

October 31st, 2017 • 2 minute read • by

Protected: #metoo

October 26th, 2017 • 5 minute read • by

Protected: “BDSM educator leader lecture”

October 26th, 2017 • 3 minute read • by

Protected: ten years

October 24th, 2017 • 3 minute read • by

Protected: for giving

September 30th, 2017 • 7 minute read • by

Protected: sixteen things

September 12th, 2017 • 4 minute read • by

Protected: ice cream & whiskey, see you in December

August 31st, 2017 • 2 minute read • by

Protected: We got married.

July 14th, 2017 • 2 minute read • by

“Even between the closest people infinite distances exist.”

June 30th, 2017 • 3 minute read • by

Protected: give up

June 14th, 2017 • < 1 minute read • by

Protected: nonline

June 4th, 2017 • 5 minute read • by

Protected: high vs low

May 17th, 2017 • 5 minute read • by

Protected: like a redwood tree

March 27th, 2017 • < 1 minute read • by

Protected: rose

March 10th, 2017 • 3 minute read • by

Protected: Dear President Obama

January 22nd, 2017 • 2 minute read • by

Protected: “Your idols are dead and your enemies are in power.”

January 1st, 2017 • 2 minute read • by

Protected: new, new, new

December 9th, 2016 • 4 minute read • by

Protected: November was a fuck of a month, wasn’t it?

December 2nd, 2016 • 8 minute read • by

Protected: unapologetic demanding dominance

August 2nd, 2016 • 3 minute read • by

Protected: three months

August 1st, 2016 • 5 minute read • by

Protected: diagnosis & meds

May 23rd, 2016 • 2 minute read • by

Protected: strong little room

May 22nd, 2016 • 4 minute read • by

Protected: green-eyed monster

May 19th, 2016 • 3 minute read • by

Protected: learning to stop leaning

May 19th, 2016 • 3 minute read • by